Sabrina's Wonderland

很多人不理解我为什么喜欢他们。我自己也不知道。

第一次知道她们是某个暑假。第一次去街上淘打口CD。而且还是背着爸妈去网吧打游戏之后跟同学去逛街。我那个时候还在认真念书。是个100%的好学生。每天七点准时收看新闻联播然后七点半给外婆打电话汇报新闻联播内容分享今天的学习心得。那个时候我对娱乐歌坛完全不了解，知道的都是又红又专的大场面的东西。每天被外婆逼着背英语练数学题。可是我又觉得这些是非常丢人的事情。那个时候拼命念书学习好事非常丢人的（至少我这么觉得）我就觉得那些黑白通吃边谈恋爱边打网游插着耳机会打篮球而且学习成绩还是一顶一得棒的人才是我人生的楷模。为了显示出我是这样的人，我就瞎在那里叫嚷我很了解娱乐歌坛，旁边的朋友指着SHE的专辑说，她们是新出道的也，歌曲还不错。而且我看到封面上写的“青春株式会社”几个字就被迷倒了。觉得好小清新好洋气。而且打口CD十元三张。我豪气的买下它们。从此以后就开始了我与SHE的不解之缘。

说实话刚开始觉得她们红不了多久。歌曲都超难听（除了恋人未满）而且都好丑。大概是因为那是我买的第一张专辑。而且那个时候我是属于能静下心来欣赏歌曲的人。更重要的是除了她们的歌曲我也没别的歌曲可以听。于是我耐心的听完了她们第一张专辑的所有歌曲。而且到了烂熟于心的程度。而且之后我终于进军娱乐事业跟别人聊天八卦的时候也不再需要遮遮掩掩有了正当的我真的了解的歌手。而且我爱上了打口CD。于是。第二张专辑出来的时候我还是买了。不知道为什么就觉得。那就继续follow她们吧。好像也不烂。再然后是发现听她们的歌做数学题都超有灵感。然后第一次去KTV我唱恋人未满被大家称赞。大抵是因为虚荣心作祟。从那之后，我就每张专辑必买，而且不买打口了，都买正版。后来渐渐就觉得。SHE真的好好哦。就是好好。没有别的词。

我在喜欢SHE的时候没有脚踩多条船也没有移情别恋。我就是那么忠贞的喜欢着她们。我自己真的不知道为什么。我根本不知道她们会成为亚洲女子第一天团我也不知道她们一直就会红那么久。我只知道。我喜欢她们。我喜欢她们的歌。我唱她们的歌很好听。而且我喜欢有人讲说：你跟那个叫Selina的长的蛮像的。因为在高中之前我都觉得我长的好丑。好丑好丑。第一次有人说我长的像Selina的时候吓了一跳。因为我觉得我长的就是一个鬼啊。那么胖，脸又圆。Selina是明星也。虽然我不觉得她漂亮但是蛮可爱的。后来我渐渐接受事实。说我们长得象的人都是因为我们俩的大圆脸。但是我还是喜欢SHE。很喜欢。而且去KTV我也几乎只点她们的歌。

我错过了一次又一次的演唱会。终于在去年我成功的要到了VIP的演唱会的票。我好幸运。我根本不知道那也许会是她们最后一场演唱会。整个演唱会我都很high。我唱歌到声嘶力竭。我哭到胃痛。但是我好开心。可是我很后悔没有看完返场。我只是听到她们开始很开心的唱着《中国话》。因为那天我是一个人看的。我不想看到最后特别伤心郁闷的一个人散场哭的像泪人。可是我那天还是很开心。我终于看到了我最喜欢的女子天团的演唱会。

知道Selina受伤之后我很难过。本来我在为她祝福。想说终于爱情修成正果。事业也有了新的突破。可是看到她烧的那么惨我还是很心痛。我在想。SHE是不是就要这样淡出人们的视线了。我好不情愿。后来我就在网上买了《爱的三温暖》我想我怎样也要给自己留下对于喜欢她们的纪念。看到后来我就哭了。(我哭点很低) 。我渐渐地知道了。为什么SHE会让我喜欢那么久。是因为她们的真。她们的爱的三温暖。她们真的是好完美的组合。一个爱哭，一个冷酷，一个喜欢让大家笑。

SHE十岁了。十年之后我还会不会那么爱你们我自己也不知道。只是我想谢谢你们。带给我的青春那么一段美好的回忆。I Love SHE。

After killing time on chatting with different people, I log on the "Youku" to see the outlasted TV series <The lagend of Bai Suzhen> . When the spot scenery of Hang Zhou City appeares, it suddenly reminds me of my homesick. I love the southern part in China, where my hometown is.

Southern part and northern part has many differences. The southern part is much rainy, which makes it feel tenderer. Many ole time poets have made lots of classic and beautiful poems to praise the appealling landscape there. I have stayed in my hometown since I was born untill my 3 years old. Every corner of hometown deeply carved in my mind. My favourite thing is the food there. People there are much hard-working, they plant what they wanna to eat. Thanks to the plesant climate, any plants can be well grown there. Each time when I taste the fresh and delicious food cooked by the indusdrious people, my stomach making my heart smile. On the whole, everything there can be described as "Delicacy".

I miss my hometown and my reletives there, My grandma, who took care of me so carefully in my first 3 years in my life and formed my basic character. I should make her a call tomorrow, though now I can hardly understand her localingo~ I love you ~

The delightful and plesant melody in the plays strenghened my homesick. I have spent 18years in Xi'an however I don't have equal  emotion . In my mind I think Zhejiang , Jinhua is actually my hometown. I always have the intention that when I was getting old, I may settle dwon there, toghther with my parents and my dearest grandma. Hang Zhou, a city is even better than paradise.

Finally my guity fingers press botton to open the computer excusing to get rid of the fear of being so dark and silent.

I am back home with a box  of moon-cake and a 200 yuan card for supermaket  shopping w hich presented us as the rewards of the National Day day and the Mid-autumn Day. After all, as a new comer I am  happy that I can get the rewards even though all of the people besides me complaint the small amount of money in the supermaket card for shopping.

I do not have the clear idea of what I am doing untill this afternoon when my boss asked me to make a report on the Foreign MInishtry Meeting. I need to find the video and make short notes of the key elements then use my own words to write anpiece  of audio news. Write down what you heard is not a difficult work, however using your own word to make a piece of news is a little hard,It means you should have the ability to summarize and then use the simple and beautiful words to make people know what had happened. First I should master good in English and what's more I should raise up the good sense of news making out what is the hot spot. It's really tough.

I am so sick when I finally get to know how poor my English is .

Your motto on MSN said your mood is like the boat striking on the rock however my mood is losing its way....... I'd better get sleep now.

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When I  was taking shower, I thought I had to add something more here. I admit and feel so shame that I am still a litle girl cause the moment I speak to some handsome guys my face turning red..... But I have to say that HE is a really handsome guy! Thin and tall, the most important thing is that HE has so white skin that even girls may envy it! HE is a little rude I think cause the first word he said to me is "Wei"..which made me out of word.However HE is a good guy, and HE is our audio editor~~~haha ~~~ Will I name all these as a beauty  meet?? whatever~~~

May I make a conclution that no one can avoid the beauty temptation? I , now, at this moment can anwser the question that if I was single, I would choose some one who has touched me by his apperance first. Ok, this is beauty sucks.....

As I expected, 3 hopurs has been wasted by surfing on the internet. Even though I only  had less than 15 hours of sleeping within the past 3 days , which means I should have had a sound sleep .

I have no intention to  type a piece of English diary till I discovered several critical articles of a friend who I admire so much in English. I got so shocked after reading. There are even some scentences I could not get the clear meaning when first read,   Her words remind me that I am a student majoring in English

My present life seems so boring. Getting up around 6 o'clock in the morning and then go to work. I don't think it isa  hard task. Searching the resources form AP then conducted by the editor who are in charge of the day-time turn to finish 3-4 pieces of audio news. Usually, after lunch, I will wirte a commentary onone of the hot topics discussed  throughout the country, such as " Should the '12 o'clock Check-out rule in hotel be abandonded". It is a good way to improve my poor English writting.

I don't like the office atmosphere. Everyone seems so serious. Seldom they talk to each  other during the work. I always catch the looks on their faces like telling people how proud they feel of themselves under the reason that they can use a language called "English" in such a good way.Qi...... Sometimes I even hate to hear the words "the sense of news, the sense of making the audio news to deliver China to the whole world.." What the hell.....Am I surfuring or enjoying ???I got so confused.....

To be continued.....I am too tired to type. Good night.

Finally I have to admit that. You are always on my mind. In the days we can not see each other face to face, promise me to take good care of yourself. Otherwise I will get worried. Keep in touch.